NOVEMBER, 1942
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Mot doesnt bode just a coincidence t Fat and al nig iful illustrations; s up and put ter. I doing anyt up and began looking at tures. Margot carne back, sa;; book in my ted ed to look t some more. Margot got madder by te, and Motted in:
quot;Margot book; give it back to her.”
Fat even kno Margot me: quot;Id like to see one of your books!”
I promptly gave in, put to t t; I merely sad.
It rigo pass judgment knoo Margot myself, and a lot sooner, if Fat intervened and ruso take Margots part, as if s injustice.
Of course, Motook Margots side; take eaco it t Ive become completely indifferent to Mots moodiness. I love t only because t. I dont give a darn about ts different ial to Margot, approving Margots every action, praising er Fathe world I love more.
realize t reats Margot differently t just o be test, t, ttiest and t. But I to be taken seriously too. Ive alo pay double for my sins: once isfied ion or talks. I long for somet jealous of Margot; I never envious of y. Its just t Id like to feel t Fat because Im because Im me, Anne.
I cling to Fatempt of Mots only t Im able to retain t ounce of family feeling I . understand t I sometimes need to vent my feelings for Mot to talk about it, and Motcomings, is tougo deal kno very edness, yet I cant continue to take thing.
Im te of Mot mean to judge rig a moto me -- I o mot myself adrift from ting my o seem to find anyt in to call quot;Mother.”