ted Budd;One day, per Budd and take my refuge in eac; But after tied o  of making love ing and in tears, as if, once more, sed to squeeze t s drop out of ting pleasure. Never before, it rangely clear to Sidd o deato  to tion, an inscription of small lines, of sligion reminiscent of autumn and old age, just as Siddies, iced, iredness ten on Kamalas beautiful face, tiredness from ination, tiredness and till unsaid, per even conscious anxiety: fear of old age, fear of tumn, fear of o die. ito ance, and full of concealed anxiety.

    t t in ed as if o toe, true, o bed a long time after midnigired and yet excited, close to  rating ire body like taste of t too s, dull music, t too soft smile of t too s scent of ts. But more ted by iredness and listlessness of en and drunk far too mucs it back up again  to free s and all of tless life and  of disgust. Not until t of t activities in treet before y-ly fallen asleep, s a  of sleep. In ts, he had a dream:

    Kamala o. : te, imes alo sing in ttention, epped in front of tiff on took it out,  in  a in treet, and in t,  terribly s , as if  this dead bird.

    Starting up from t encompassed by a deep sadness. ort seemed to less  in ood ty like a castahe shore.

    it to te, sat doree, felt deat and , sat and sensed o an end in s, and in  tire patarting  days ime rue bliss? Oimes aste of it,  it in : quot;t of tinguisation of te ant in t; t it in : quot;t of you, you are destined for, ting you.quot; And again, as a young man, it