us life only to o teac teacance on s and life tures of  in  in s, I see ness, only in ions, in ;

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    (But secretly  to s, eacly sound ted ones pure teacrange, foolisained in t different from s seemed to me Sidd, ing, er our exalted Gotama  a person of o be like teacrange, may  of  of every part of y, sed teacher.)

    As Govinda t like t in , o Siddo ting.

    quot;Sidd; ;o see tion. I see, beloved, t you  I  found it. tell me, oand! Give me someto be  it often en dark, Sidd;

    Sidd  smile. Govinda stared at ernal searcernal not-finding.

    Sidd and smiled.

    quot;Bent doo me!quot; ly in Govindas ear. quot;Bend doo me! Like t;

    But  dra love and expectation, obeyed  doo ouco s ill druggling in vain and ance to time, to imagine Nirvana and Sansara as one, empt for ting in  an immense love and veneration, to him:

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