ifes beautiful confusion s tear upon tear drop from o tears flooded out; collapsing, o te pain. Oains, brooks among green elms, o evenings on tiful radiant image e boy. From t, a sig rose: quot;O;

    And as   ts and artists dreams. It iful and alive, t seen it since er days. to o  o die, to o , therly hands.

    And so weeping ion and sleep  an wo, escaping his misery.

    violent pain. s burned  trouble sitting up; to and realized o take o die. t .  t ts ion of o  kno, an eternity.  all certitude about things.

    But y or not:  desire it, ed not ransitory life, t ed to live. Furiously  up, groped o to to be an escape! Per  o say a good ion or make  over t  couldnt be over yet. First ry to . ry as o co enlist o convince o flatter  ies ill, tiny: t omac collapse, some unforeseeable possibility of escape migo die; ried to accept e, and . , ruggle, rip ttack t for o t moment,  to untie  deal would be gained.

    In time ried, in spite of to  teet er a cruelly long time, in making ttle looser. Panting, ood in t of ing terribly. ten  along tep by step, exploring truding edge. teps over o t and tried to rub t tones. It . Again and again s instead of t tone; t   give up. rip of gray morning ie it;  aftero to exercise to move to make tream t seemed good to him.

    If  succeed in persuading t to  test time, o kill  ools.  strangle rengt beat t to deato o be outside tle, and t he plan would work.

    Never in ctention, longed for it and yet feared it. Quivering