CHAPTER 3
unt oo o pay for to you to put aside all grief because of tured in tion: I never expected ill reconciles me to life. You o my affections o my eyes - to t into a vivid consciousness. t is directly my o of rebellious murmuring into t suce and intense love could iated me into t enlarged life by ever-present painful self-consciousness. I even times t t of transferred life o me.
te of all, you no self-reproac is I, you as fetters. You meant to be true to true: I can measure your sacrifice by , Maggie, I claim on you for more tionate remembrance.
For some time I ing to you, because I o t myself before you, and so repeating my original error. But you misconstrue me. I kno keep apart for a long , if not I s go a live, ravel. And remember t I am unc ion t excludes such wishes.
God comfort you, - my loving, large-souled Maggie. If every one else you ed by recognised you ten years ago.
Do not believe any one of doors. I imes t inclines me to be perfectly quiescent in time. I am strong enougo obey any I can serve you by word or deed.
Yours, to t,
PhILIP AKEM
As Maggie knelt by t letter pressed under he same words:
`O God is t could make me forget their pain?