CHAPTER 15
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Cummings began singing quot;; and suddenly stopped himself.
quot;Mr. Jimmy Cummings, t man alive,quot; George laughed.
e all gassed Cummings over t fe;Satc; noil t ts of t nigion. For erered McInnes for more information on all quot;to tions and memories free play.quot; Dissatisfied o to Egypt to Freud, ists arguing over its validity. A piece from ternational Journal of Clinical and Experimental tled te for me: quot;It is tient, not t, o ore te from tucked it into my , reading ting a mantra.
Convinced t I could manage my oion and subconscious, I finally asked McInnes to ize me. As if o a forgotten land, McInnes could tap into my repressed life and tell me ruts, tory astical delusion. e before: In a former life, I ra, She Genghis Khan.
a nigole time ige of t could be dangerous if, under be able to recall anyt o age seven. My motales of en repeated t I not only believed salking about me, but at times t I remembered t life. Suced memories are made of glass.
McInnes kneory, my moters, my aborted college career. I even confessed to ess ode ale. Anytally divulged ionalized arut trumped my fear of being unmasked as a changeling.
t drunk staggered a, and Oscar closed ter and , o lock turned off all ts except for a lamp at t me. Suppose I said somet t if ried to blackmail me or tened to expose me to ties? t crossed my mind: I could kill time in years, I felt myself reverting to sometinct. But t he began,