quot;t; I say, trying to fend off table. S believe me. quot;taring at me.quot;

    quot;No,quot; I whisper while shaking my head.

    quot;You cant see t;

    quot;No,quot; I say, and s.

    quot;ell, t t; s;and taring at me.quot;

    it, so talk to s later, o comfort h wide eyes.

    quot;; ser. quot; are you doing ;

    t, for tion, and t breaking words of all.

    quot;Go aay a; serrified, now oblivious of my presence.

    I stand and cross to range pain in my side. I dont kno is a struggle to press tton to call toget I finally succeed. t for t, I stare at my wife.

    ty... ty seconds pass, and I continue to stare, my eyes missing nots  soget in all t time s look back, and I am ed by truggling h unseen enemies.

    I sit by tart to cry as I pick up tebook.

    Allie does not notice. I understand, for her mind is gone.

    A couple of pages fall to to pick tired no, alone and apart from my wife.

    And  comfort. A ly in the corner, his face in his hands.

    I spend t of tially open and I see people rangers, some friends, and if I concentrate, I can alking about families, jobs, and visits to parks. Ordinary conversations, not I find t I envy tion. Anot sometimes I cant .

    Dr. Barno  suc at too mucell ime  be around forever. But  listen to me.

    ients,  come  torn by contradiction. s to be a doctor completely devoted to ients and a man completely devoted to  be bot enoug  to learn to the choice will be made for him