I AM CALLED BLACK
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“Are you afraid, my ce Effendi compassionately, “of tings we’ve made?”
t see for myself, but I sensed t h a smile.
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“You yourself ing.”
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“ t you feel guilty?” ’s gna your soul? o doubt yourself?”
“…to one tacked er spending montrating a book…to suffer torments of last painting in its entirety.”
“Is t troubles you?” his why you’ve come?”