Chapter 11
words inside any longer.
quot;I love you, Jamie,quot; I said to ;Youre t t ever o me.”
It time Id ever said to anote family. to someone else, Id some it . Id never been more sure of anything.
As soon as I said tarted to cry, leaning o mine. I ime t my arms all t o my c for ime. I sure o t t regret trutrut promised I would never lie again.
quot;Please dont say t,quot; so me. quot;Please . . .”
quot;But I do,quot; I said, t believe me.
So cry even ;Im sorry,quot; so me t;Im so, so sorry. . . .”
My t suddenly dry.
quot;; I asked, suddenly desperate to understand ;Is it because of my friends and care anymore-I really dont.quot; I was reaching, confused and, yes-scared.
It took anot for o stop crying, and in time s me. Sly, almost like ty street, then ran her finger over my cheek.
quot;You cant be in love ; shrough red and swollen eyes.
quot;e can be friends, love me.”
quot;?quot; I sed understanding any of this.
quot;Because,quot; sly, quot;Im very sick, Landon.”
t ely foreign t I couldnt compre srying to say.
quot;So ake a few days . . .”
A sad smile crossed t srying to tell me. mine as s numbed my soul.
quot;Im dying, Landon.”