in class t first day back, listening as teacer teacold us  of us had already heard.

    to told stories about  can o me for answers.

    quot;I dont kno; was all I could say.

    I left sc to Jamies, bloer lunch.

    t t, it seemed, a care in the world.

    quot;; s;this is a surprise.”

    o kiss me, I kissed  to cry.

    quot;My fat  no if youd like to sit on the porch, we can.”

    quot;; I asked suddenly. quot;end t nothing is wrong?”

    quot;Im not pretending t not me get my coat and  outside and talk, okay?”

    S me, ing for an ansoget and patted my arm.

    quot;Ill be rig; she said.

    I o t do later. S, gloves, and a  to keep er  nearly as cold as it ill, t oo much for her.

    quot;You  in scoday,quot; I said.

    S;I know.”

    quot;Are you ever going to come back?quot; Even to  from her.

    quot;No,quot; sly, quot;Im not.”

    quot; sick already?quot; I started to tear up, and s and took my hand.

    quot;No. today I feel pretty good, actually. Its just t I  to be o go to t to spend as mucime h him as I can.”

    Before I die,s to say but didnt. I felt nauseated and couldnt respond.

    quot;ors first told us,quot; s on, quot;t I sry to lead as normal a life as possible for as long as I could. t h up.”

    quot;t t; I said bitterly.

    quot;I know.”

    quot;Arent you frightened?”

    Someed o sayno, to say someto explain to me t  presume to understand the Lords plan.

    S;Yes,quot;