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    I didnt mind talking, because I kne need to say very much.

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    Some people cope, said Martin.

    ho? said Jess.

    e y-five years.

    And t  tV s saying.

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    Youre not saying whough, are you? Maybe she loved him.

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    o love? Jess  even an aable. A vegetable in a coma.

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    I love my son, I said. I didnt  to t.

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    Do you  us to kill onig. Before I kill myself. I dont mind. No skin off my nose.

    And its not like  muco live for, is it? If , poor sod.

    My eyes filled ea