O over t trying to make excuses for myself. I feel so c to die.

    I should hope so.

    troducing too. Very helpful.

    Very… curative.

    Anoty look.

    Im interested in something, said JJ.

    Go on.

    easier to like leap into to face up to o w Ive done.

    People are alheir wives and kids.

    t all jump off of buildings, man.

    No. But like Jess says, maybe they should.

    Really? You take of ts some , said JJ.

    Did I really t? Maybe I did. Or maybe I  knoten tly t, more or less. turally. Id called for toration of ty, for example. Id called for resignations and crations and prison sentences and public ions and penances of every kind. And maybe I  it rousers sually, I cant remember  te punis ion. But t is t I ising o keep my trousers, so noo my o o pay if you abloid columnist whe line youd drawn.

    Not every mistake, no. But maybe this one.

    Jesus, said JJ. Youre real tough on yourself.

    Its not just t, anys tion. t of tion. tV ss c of room. I cant see any way forward or back.

    tful silence, for about ten seconds.

    Rigurn.

    I launc , My names Jess and Im eig I dont need to go into. And t up ion. Because  say anyt . But if ion Id feel better, I t.

    Except I cant find  ty doairs looking for  there. So I came up here.

    And Martin goes, all sarcastic, Youre going to kill yourself because C turn up at a party? Jesus.

    ell, I never said t, and I told ion, t it?

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