t, I regret to say, I took ttys  idea to put my , in order to suggest t puse activity.

    Look at Daddy, Mummy, one of my daugo say t I dont knotractive to you again noaring at me as if I ep ansion.

    tracted all ttention I could possibly ? Arent I great? You tell you urned out, ty in my professional life readily to ies I ly all stemmed from sleeping  t t mucing sympathy.

    needed someto finisence. Anyt experienced directly.

    Cournament-level c nothing came.

    e? Stephen asked.

    I nodded, trying someo convey in ture t I oo angry and disgusted to continue. And took tion apparently available to me, and follo of the door.

    MAUREEN  Jess  of everyin… ell, I started to feel a bit annoyed, to tell you t trut seemed rude,  trouble to turn up. And Martin y up and doractive. tractive?  look attractive at all. o be fair to JJ, aken s  -  left tin  later on I found out t aken tside to

    to decide  on ted to beat ts probably still rude, but not as rude as thers.

    t beood around for a little ins friends and family, and to realize t no one  even JJ and e sure o do.

    Is t it, do you t  to… I dont ic. And I knoook a lot of trouble organizing t, , is to stay, Maureen? Is t? Because obviously, if t do you to ac in absentia? I kneer, in to. I used to  dream, a long time ago, ty, and I ts a dream t everyone has. Everyone whose life has gone badly wrong, anyway.

    So I told Jesss fat I t Jess just ed people to understand better, and t I