he looks more, like, deep.

    in. In a moment es going to turn up, and teen pints and a curry.

    Snob.

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    So, said Jess. Anyone up for going over? No one said anyt  a serious question any more, so  smiled.

    Its gotta be a good t? t ill around? said JJ.

    Der, said Jess.

    No, said JJ. It  a rorical question.

    Jess s  t o mean.

    I mean, I really do  to kno to kno know.

    Better t ? said Martin.

    Yea. I guess.

    Its better for your kids, said Jess.

    I suppose so, said Martin. Not t I ever see them.

    Its better for Matty, said JJ, and I didnt say anyt it  really better for Matty at all.

    eve all got loved ones, anyin. And our loved ones han dead. On balance.

    You reckon? said Jess.

    Are you asking me  you to live? Yes, Jess, your parents  you to live.

    Jess made a face, as t believe him.

    this before? said JJ. On New Years Eve?

    I never t of my parents once.

    Because tin. Familys like, I dont knoy. Stronger at some times thers.

    Yup. ts gravity for you. ts   our feet.

    tides, t notice ts… ell, anyway. You know w I mean.

    If some guy came up onig ell him? said JJ.

    Id tell  ty days, said Jess.  Cos its true, isnt it? Yeas true t none of