THIRTY-THREE – MARZIPAN
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quot;And I t t party, or it mig anot ime. It and trees, and I too so move. Almost. But one of us did and t any interval bet um leap, suddenly, was paradise.
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It rangest tly s rooms lit stood ing, quiet, expectant.
quot;And at nine in t t restaurant table in Portugal,quot; Mary continued, quot;someone gave me a piece of marzipan and it all came back. And I t: am I really going to spend t of my life ever feeling t again? I t: I to go to Cs full of treasures and strangeness and mystery and joy. I t, ill anyone be better off if I go straigo tel and say my prayers and confess to t and promise never to fall into temptation again? ill anyone be tter for making me miserable?
quot;And to fret, no one to condemn, no one to bless me for being a good girl, no one to punisy. I didnt kno free and lonely and I didnt knorange as I . A taste, a memory, a landslide...
quot; and looked at table, I could tell tell ill too strange and private almost for me. But later on for a breeze kept stirring my , and tlantic le quiet ...
quot;And I took t in t . All over. Gone.
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