THIRTY-FOUR - THERE IS NOW
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times, until s sleep going to come; so s up and dressed quietly, and stepped out of tree s tentlike branches under which ill and Lyra were sleeping.
t and landscape tled , like tion of some s. But animals migrated for a purpose; crossing to places o mate and bear offspring. t of pure c of utterly random events at toms and molecules; t all.
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Surned toree stood. It y minutes os great o say, and s hem.
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ation and o climb ree and try once again to lose .
But before so t sound among treaming of te like an organ. And above t, the squeal and scream of wood on wood.
Surely it couldnt be ree?
Sopped balks of green icks and fell all to tself, tree she knew so well, leaned and leaned
and sloo topple.
Every fiber in trunk, ts seemed to cry out separately against t it fell and fell, all t lengt smass of to lean to a breaker; and trunk rebounded up a little tled doorn