l me I mig tly till values my future  a quarter of t. But o do o eithem away.

    Im sorry, says ion  my decision, Im just supposed to tell you.

    I nod. trut really surprised. tuation t o my sense of living  inner aution. Ive experienced tly. I dont even o repeat ten t follo to see if o join eria. But today tation—evidently because uation.  on op. t o tand up and say to ions in about three weeks.

    A minute later Im ing for train t ake me  a frencand. ttaco eps arying to peck open a plastic bag full of garbage. Using  s  eeto open tic bag, immediately sending orange peels, yogurt cartons and pizza boxes flying around train platform. ting, but it gives expression to my os on botare at tras t. A motroller appears at t of tairs leading up to train platform. ttle teeteet stand just a ferain comes roller s for me to open to t knoeet rubber. I see it as a sign of ly some forms of opposition occasionally dissolve of t could mean t Im getting closer to tion. I retract my finding and come to a ne dare alert to tential frig tens ion like t  I cant find t o elegantly combine jest and  time conceal my oy. Just last nigly before falling asleep, I knerain tickets left in my ; I no it into ticket validator. une! Presumably Ill o give up tion of er of too mucolerant man like me. Presumably I  be meeting  togetions. At Ebert Platz I get off train ention of quickly vaniso Gutleut Strasse, le younger t  Im doing tices right away.

    You dont o pretend h me, she says.

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