I said to myself, quot;too if the man dies.

    quot; Nevertrained myself in t  to kill op him.

    time all .

    I t tter tled bet both had cooled down.

    But still I felt I s and see w was going on.

    So I came out.

    t to my room ting inside.

    the fellow had already gone.

    I asked ;;

    S;Dont be worried, imes before; hell be back soon.

    quot;

    I said, quot;But o kill ;

    S;You need not be worried, o come back.

    quot;

    And indeed, about fifteen minutes later turned.

    I ill ing outside.

    I said to ;You ;  I kne suicide.

    ;Cant you see ts going to rain.

    I  taken an umbrella h me, so I came back.

    quot; A man ing to kill  an umbrella! t is.

    e all times, but not for the sake of dying really.

    to us because there is some problem in our life.

    e tion.

    Just a little trouble, a little difficulty, and one ruso end it all.

    One o meet deat face t a man of will.

    s out to , positive experience of deato knoive attitude, if   against life, this man is searching for life.

    totally different thing.

    t anot factor involved in tter.

    Ordinarily,  determine our birth.

    Altimately  our determination of it ate.

    e never know w purpose we will be born.

    But deatermined by us.

    Deat in life, its a very decisive happening.

    Notermined by us as far as birt is, ake birtaking birtances surrounding th, and so