Chapter 14
o yourself, and don’t venture on generalities of . ally se its inaccuracy; and as muc ance of t often see sucrary, affectation, or coldness, or stupid, coarse-minded misappre t done. But I don’t mean to flatter you: if you are cast in a different mould to ty, it is no merit of yours: Nature did it. And ter all, I go too fast in my conclusions: for knoter t; you may olerable defects to counterbalance your fes.”
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“een, sir?”
“All riger urned it to fetid puddle. I eige your equal. Nature meant me to be, on tter kind, and you see I am not so. You see it; at least I flatter myself I read as muc you express organ; I am quick at interpreting its language). take my ,—I am not a villain: you are not to suppose t—not to attribute to me any suc, oo circumstances to my natural bent, I am a trite commonplace sinner, ty dissipations ry to put on life. Do you I avoo you? Kno in ture life you