Chapter 17
and given her a kiss.
Amy and Louisa Es simultaneously—“ a love of a child!”
And to a sofa, tering alternately in Frenc only ttention, but t of Mrs. Esting spoilt to ’s content.
At last coffee is brouglemen are summoned. I sit in tly-lit apartment; tain ive appearance of tlemen, like t of tumed in black; most of tall, some young. is a fine soldierly man. Mr. Esrate of trict, is gentleman-like: e all; like t ic and listless look: o y of blood or vigour of brain.
And wer?
: I am not looking at t I see er. I try to concentrate my attention on tting-needles, on to to see only t lie in my lap; ly beably recall t ; just after I ial service, and revealed a full and eager to overflo moment! ed to cive positions? Yet no, ranged ranged, t I did not expect o come and speak to me. I did not me, ook a seat at the ladies.
No sooner did I see t tention ed on t I mig being observed, tarily to keep trol: te pleasure in looking,—a precious yet poignant pleasure; pure gold, eely point of agony: a pleasure like -peris feel stoops and drinks divine draugheless.
Most true is it t “beauty is in ter’s colourless, olive face, square, massive broty eyebrorong features, firm, grim mout beautiful, according to rule; but tiful to me; terest, an influence t quite mastered me,—t took my feelings from my otered t intended to love o extirpate from my soul tected; and no t renerong! looking at me.
I compared s. grace of tary distinction of Co