Chapter 30
appeared devoted to visiting ttered population of his parish.
No o oral excursions: rain or fair, udy ake , and, follo on y—I scarcely knoimes, ulate. han cheerful—
“And if I let a gust of urn me aside from tasks, ion o myself?”
Diana and Mary’s general anso tion ly mournful meditation.
But besides absences, to friendsracted, and even of a brooding nature. Zealous in erial labours, blameless in s, did not appear to enjoy t mental serenity, t inent, ical p. Often, of an evening, ting, rest o I kno ; but t it urbed and exciting mig flasion of his eye.
I t Nature to treasury of delig o ers. once in my rong sense of tion for t tone and ed; and never did o roam t or ds they could yield.
Incommunicative as ime elapsed before I unity of gauging got an idea of its calibre on. I it is past my po even render fait it produced on me.
It began calm—and indeed, as far as delivery and pitc, it o tly felt, yet strictly restrained zeal breatinct accents, and prompted to force—compressed, condensed, controlled. t onisened. t trange bitterness; an absence of consolatory gentleness; stern allusions to Calvinistic doctrines—election, predestination, reprobation—; and eaco ts sounded like a sentence pronounced for doom. ead of feeling better, calmer, more enlig seemed to me—I kno to ment—iate yearnings and disquieting aspirations. I . Joious, zealous as yet found t peace of God , ts for my broken idol and lost elysium—regrets to hlessly.