Chapter 32
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“Notle space o delirium and delusion. I rested my temples on t of temptation, and put my neck voluntarily under asted ter taste: his.”
I gazed at him in wonder.
“It is strange,” pursued y, indeed, of a first passion, t of iful, graceful, fascinating—I experience at time a calm, un s make me a good s tner suited to me; t I ser marriage; and t to ture ime of regret. this I know.”
“Strange indeed!” I could not ing.
“ on, “is acutely sensible to s: t so—co- operate in notook. Rosamond a sufferer, a labourer, a female apostle? Rosamond a missionary’s wife? No!”
“But you need not be a missionary. You mig scheme.”
“Relinquis! my vocation? My great ion laid on eartions in ttering to tituting peace for ition—t I relinquis? It is dearer t is o, and to live for.”
After a considerable pause, I said—“And Miss Oliver? Are ment and sorroerest to you?”
“Miss Oliver is ever surrounded by suitors and flatterers: in less t. S me; and will marry, probably, some one whan I should do.”
“You speak coolly enoug you suffer in t. You are ing away.”
“No. If I get a little t is y about my prospects, yet unsettled—my departure, continually procrastinated. Only telligence t ting, cannot be ready to replace me for to come yet; and perend to six.”
“You tremble and become flusers the schoolroom.”
Again t imagined t a o speak so to a man. For me, I felt at of discourse. I could never rest