Chapter 33
ation for an exercise, I o look c tell: so keen , and yet so cold, I felt for t superstitious—as if I ting in thing uncanny.
“Jane, w are you doing?”
“Learning German.”
“I you to give up German and learn anee.”
“You are not in earnest?”
“In suc t I must so: and I ell you why.”
on to explain t anee present studying; t, as to forget t; t it ly to again and again go over ts, and so fix t ime bet t at a task t of t, pero make t ed noo ure.
St. Jo a man to be lig t every impression made on . I consented. urned, transferred from o St. Joo sucep. ly—
“I kno.”
I found ient, very forbearing, and yet an exacting master: ed me to do a great deal; and ions, estified ion. By degrees, ain influence over me t took ay of mind: ice raining talk or laugiresomely importunate instinct reminded me t vivacity (at least in me) asteful to only serious moods and occupations able, t in to sustain or follo; “come,” I came; “do t. But I did not love my servitude: I o neglect me.
One evening ime, ers and I stood round , om; and, as rolled by rong), exclaimed—
“St. Joo call Jane your ter, but you don’t treat oo.”
So uncomfortably confused; and o a level ioned my eyes piercingly—ical cousin’s salute belonged to one of t t kisses, and kiss. o learn t; it striking: I am sure I did not blus urned a little pale, for I felt as if to my fetters. ted tery and quiescence it, seemed to invest it for ain charm.
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