Chapter 35
ime, if I yielded noo repent, some day, of my former rebellion. ure c ed.
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“ do you see?” asked St. Jo I heard a voice somewhere cry—
“Jane! Jane! Jane!”—nothing more.
“O God! ?” I gasped.
I mig?” for it did not seem in t did not come out of t— of Ed spoke in pain and ly.
“I am coming!” I cried. “ait for me! Oo to t into t was void.
“here are you?” I exclaimed.
t tly back—“ened. t hush.
“Doition!” I commented, as t spectre rose up black by t te. “t tion, nor tc: it is ture. S .”
I broke from St. Joained me. It ime to assume ascendency. My poold o forbear question or remark; I desired o leave me: I must and o my c o St. Jo effective in its orate very near a Mig; and my soul rus in gratitude at . I rose from took a resolve—and lay do.