PART Ⅲ-2
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Don’t imagine t I o LIVE in Lo planning to desert art life under a different name. t kind of t o stop me slipping doo Lower Binfield and .?
I seemed to all planned out in my mind already. It ill t in t secret pile of mine, and you can able a fortnig or September. But if I made up some suitable story— relative dying of incurable disease, or somet to give me my e o myself before s, no noise of traffic driving you silly—just a ening to tness?
But o go back to Loo do here?
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But it t I ed to ced to get my nerve back before times begin. Because does anyone t time coming? e don’t even kno’ll be, and yet ’s coming. Per t it’ll be someto to t face t kind of t t feeling inside you. t’s gone out of us in ty years since t’s a kind of vital juice t ed ail t. All to and fro! Everlasting scramble for a bit of casing din of buses, bombs, radios, telepo bits, empty places in our bones o be.
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