as an idealist and contemner of t and gro bottom, ook exception to a life like s taurant and tead of longing to be freed and completed, rary, most earnestly to get back to times ual trifling   so to get back to time before t aking a lesson from t. O I clung to o t o ting ual, to al (to  timid and ludicrous dilettante of trait al ceristics  sucion of Goetual coo-noble gaze sion of elevated t and y, until  overcome by  last, ture stood badly in need of repairs! tably dismantled! ary tered breecudied no ed ead of ability and carrying on a o lost repute.

    I antly finding myself in timate of o be revised if only because  on me tty nonentity, a little beau, and somey at t, as o dribble into oy trumpet and  e. Pablo,  interested in my opinions. t to ened esy, smiling as  ual reply. On te of t seemed t I erest. It

    to please me and to sain irritation, and even ill less attempts at conversation roubled and sorroaking my left roking it, tle gold snuffbox. It  ook a pinc immediate effect  I became clearer in t told me t Pablo   co er in tilling pain, for inducing sleep, for begetting beautiful dreams, lively spirits and the passion of love.

    One day I met reet near turned at once to accompany me. time I succeeded at last in making alk.

    quot;; I said to ick, quot;you are a friend of  is erest in you. But I cant say you make it easy to get on imes I tempted to talk about music  ed me to knos and opinions, ed mine or not, but you o make me even t reply.quot;