ot too. o do s according to our duties and our gifts. e o play ually in demand, and  as ifully and as expressively as ever ;

    it up. tting past the fellow.

    At many moments te oddly mixed  once. t one moment in bitter strife, at t in peace. Many a time to be dead and done o yrannizing and contradictory till ttle ne otimes took t and squeezed . truggle, many a t of the razor blade.

    Often,   public exion of dancing, I  into my bedroom at nigo my indescribable astonis, dismay, ment found the lovely Maria lying in my bed.

    Of all t  violent. For I  a moments doubt t it , as usually, been  evening. I o a recital of old ciful, to my past life, to territory of my ideal self. Beneaty Gotted vaulting sly life in ts, I e voice of a Baces of ts external dignity and sanctity o life all ted encment and ent in ty cracted, a guest for an  tears o my eyes. I  ed for t. Dropping t I  evenings I  ists after sucs) and stealing a of treets, s jazz orcras unes of to live. O a dull maze of error I had made of my life!

    For long during ts ion to music, and not for t time recognized tal relation as tiny of tire German spirit. In t triarcure rules in to an extent unknoellectuals, instead of fig tendency like men, and rendering obedience to t, t, are all dreaming of a speec  utters to tead of playing  as truly and ly as ellectual antly rebelled against t reason and courted music. And so t, carousing in music, in ions of sound, and ies of feeling and mood t y,  ter part o