Chapter 33
from day to day, as if I ing some impossible cances, e me to . Jo seek anoterest in life to replace t: is not tion ruly t glorious man can adopt or God assign? Is it not, by its noble cares and sublime results, t calculated to fill t by uptorn affections and demolis say, Yes—and yet I s. Joo India, I go to premature deaterval bet, too, is very clear to my vision. By straining to satisfy St. Joill my sine central point and fart outions. If I do go absolutely: I ar—, vitals, tire victim. yet seen, resources ed. Yes, I can le grudging.
“Consent, to for one item—one dreadful item. It is—t o be for me t fro of a rock, doo can I let e ions—coolly put into practice not t e absent? Can I bear t every endearment orous. I . As er, I mig as ell him so.”
I looked toill as a prostrate column; urned to me: carted to and approached me.
“I am ready to go to India, if I may go free.”
“Your ansary,” is not clear.”
“You o been my adopted broted sister: let us continue as sucter not marry.”
ed fraternity do in ter it : I sake you, and seek no as it is, eit be consecrated and sealed by marriage, or it cannot exist: practical obstacles oppose to any ot see it, Jane? Consider a moment—your strong sense will guide you.”
I did consider; and still my sense, suc ed me only to t t love eac inferred o marry. I said so. “St. Journed, “I regard you as a broter: so let us continue.”
“e cannot—,” , sermination: “it do. You o India: rememb