Chapter 33
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“Conditionally.”
“ell—o t—ture ion ure labours—you do not object. You your o too consistent to . You one end to keep in vie be done. Simplify your complicated interests, feelings, ts, of fulfilling — Master. to do so, you must or: not a brot is a loose tie—but a oo, do not a sister: a sister migaken from me. I a I can influence efficiently in life, and retain absolutely till death.”
I s his influence in my marrow—his hold on my limbs.
“Seek one elseed to you.”
“One fitted to my purpose, you mean—fitted to my vocation. Again I tell you it is not t private individual—to mate: it is the missionary.”
“And I is all s—but not myself: t o tain them.”
“You cannot—you oug. Do you tisfied ion? ill a mutilated sacrifice? It is te: it is under andard I enlist you. I cannot accept on must be entire.”
“O to God,” I said. “You do not it.”
I s t sometone in ence, and in t accompanied it. I ly feared St. Joill noood . , al, I could not ofore tell: but revelations ure , sitting t at t of a man, caring as I. tism. in ies, I felt ion and took courage. I argue—one .
after I tered t sentence, and I presently risked an up enance.
on me, expressed at once stern surprise and keen inquiry. “Is sic, and sarcastic to me!” it seemed to say. “ does this signify?”
“Do not let us forget t tter,” alk lig sin. I trust, Jane, you are in earnest o God: it is all I . Once on your Maker, t of t Maker’s sp